Back to hometown again… so long never update this blog…
Yesterday, i went to do my teeth treatment again… oh gosh… this time is really painful… thanks to my lovely dentist… at first he said my cross bite been corrected, is very impressive (praise himself)… then he told me he wan to remove both of my screws, screws yea, not the braces okay? then screw on different side… imagine the screw, the one u use to screw the wood, but is mini kind… i never got a chance to speak, he ask the nurse to pass him the injection, then my mouth was numb… i am afraid because i will drive back hometown after that, i afraid i cant take the pain after the numb gone… but i nvr speak out, in my mind was like… i dun wan postpone and postpone anymore… i got to face it too…
so… he removed both of my screws and then screw it on both side of my mouth, upper part of the teeth, on the mouth bone… now my mouth got 2 holes and another who new tiny holes…. when i was driving back to hometown, the numb slowly gone and i started to feel pain… i was afraid because dentist told me if is too pain must go back to see him, bcoz it might be smtg wrong… i keep telling myself will be fine…
When i reached home, i quickly took a nap… when i woke up for dinner, feeling better but i was so hard to talk, to eat even smile and laugh… can feel the pain… guys, if u wan do braces, if you’re still young and not so serious… just go… or else dun ever try it… you will regret but you cant give up!
Few days ago… i dream of bruce… one year already… he left us one year already… but he still in my mind… always on my mind…. sometimes really miss him so much… in my dream, i was walking… then i saw him, pass by me… with his cap, his jeans… i was so surprise…. i asked him… bruce, why you’re here… where had you been… but he never answer me… he just smile to me and walk away…. what tat mean? i guess… he wanna tell me that he is fine there…. his smile… comfort me… i know you’re fine… wait me ok… i will go visit u soon… Rest in peace….
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