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heart broken~ again and again~ why u always like tat… things u promise me, nvr do it…. why… my fren told me… believing promises is stupid… is only will get hurt in the end… why am i being so silly to trust u once and once again?? i wanna trust u so much… but u make me could not to trust in u… since i be with u… i feel that the care u give me is getting less and less…. nvr care of me… from the bottom of ur heart…. oh~ i’m injured….so pain… bleeding….
Yeah yeah!!! This wednesday after class can go back hometown lol… i miss home so much… miss my daddy, my mommy, my brothers, my aunt, my fren there… so long never go back alr… every week also desperately wan to go back but too busy, cant go back also… so sad… everyday wake up also counting how many days to go back home… this time go back home with the name of ‘’santa claus”… i bought present for my brother and friend… cant wait to see my brother face when i give him tat present… he sure very very get shock… haha….hehe… hoho…
P.S: God bless Little white…
Fu Yohhhh~~~~~~~~~ so so so many assignments waiting me to do ar~ some more no idea, not enough time to do….plus no mood~ i’m going to b crazy alr!! Yesterday went KLIA take photo i tot will stay overnight and damn boring one… but… god bless me, no need stay overnight and quite interesting take photo there… but depend also go wit who lar… hehe…
still got 8 days i going to move out from this hostel… everyday i was counting and counting….i dunno how i feel now… should b happy or scared? i dunno… Hope everything is fine after move there… and… i’m going to leave my ex best fren… i should feel sad or no feel at all? i dunno…again… (what also dunno?! stupid!)
Fu Yohhhh~~~~~~~~~ so so so many assignments waiting me to do ar~ some more no idea, not enough time to do….plus no mood~ i’m going to b crazy alr!! Yesterday went KLIA take photo i tot will stay overnight and damn boring one… but… god bless me, no need stay overnight and quite interesting take photo there… but depend also go wit who lar… hehe…
still got 8 days i going to move out from this hostel… everyday i was counting and counting….i dunno how i feel now… should b happy or scared? i dunno… Hope everything is fine after move there… and… i’m going to leave my ex best fren… i should feel sad or no feel at all? i dunno…again… (what also dunno?! stupid!)
haih…. i think is too busy too stress… my mental problem came back to me again… already stop for 3 months but now came back again… i so scared… almost everytime sleep also will be scared… i dun wan 2 be like this… i try to not let myself too tired… but sometimes too many things to do, too many things to busy… haih… yen… u must b brave! dun coz of this let u b weak! fight with the nightmare!!! hohohoho….
i want to move liao lol… move away from this hostel… although there is lots of sweet memories here… but… lots of sadness for me also… i’m not happy staying here… at first i still confuss whether wan move or not… but bcoz of some reasons, i decide to move! to start new life at a better place…
haih… from the day start class… i already busy busy till now… no! should say, one week before start class alr start busy.. just only finish the Hilton Hotel competition… but… still got very very very much assignment waiting for me… is fun, but actually too tiring. everyday sleep so late then wake up so early, schedule is always fully book. Anyone wan date me have to tell me early o…hehe…
These day… quite lot of problem happened… make me very very stress… always moody, sad… i dunno how to settle the problem… should i let go of it? or not? i wonder…. should i dun care about it? why am i being so sad of these? bcoz i care… ahhhh!! dun wan think alr… 2mrw will 4get 1…
some more today dunno why so bad luck 1… early in the morning, got 1 ppl make me angry and other 1 make me disappointed… haih…. then already very tired but cannot sleep some more… sure my volcano erupt la… but i already trying to control my emotion… so hard… these day are full of tears…that no one could understand….
Gambateh!i wan b the cheerful yen back! 4get all the sadness… escape! is the best way…
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